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Protected (Chapter 5)
Sunday, October 17, 2010



Chapter 5 by Fathiah Zarafi

I was too afraid to take the risk. So just like any other nights, I swallowed two pills and laid on my bed, waiting for the effects to wash over me. Mary Anne was still at work so I sneaked in easily and headed straight for my room. As I waited sleep to overtake my consciousness, I stared at the ceiling fan blankly. It wasn't until my eyelids began to droop that I saw the face of Chayton, staring softly at me. I slept with a smile on my face.

I was startled out of my dreamless slumber by a persistent knock on my door. "Wake up, Adele! It's time for dinner!" Tristan's voice shouted. I groaned loudly, burying my head under my pillow. I glanced at the wall clocked and once again grunted in displeasure. It was only five o'clock yet Mary Anne had already finished dinner that can be fed to a team of footballers.

"Adele, wake up!" Tristan yelled, pounding on my door harder. I rolled my eyes in annoyance, peeling the covers off.

"I'll be down in a minute!" I hollered back. After unsuccessfully taming down my nest of hair, I made down to the dining room slowly. As I descended the stairs, I failed to notice the tense atmosphere until it was too late. Mary Anne kept a hard stare at me when I sat down opposite of her at the table. Tristan kept his head bowed, shoveling food into his mouth.

"Adele, dear," Mary Anne started, "is there something you want to tell me about school?"

My fork froze in mid air, processing her words. I decided to play dumb so she could maybe let it pass.

"No, not really," I answered innocently. Mary Anne quietly set down her utensils before reaching for my free hand. I cleared my throat uncomfortably, averting my gaze to Tristan but as usual, he avoided.

"Your teacher told me that you skipped school, dear," she stated softly. I couldn't stop the gasp that left my mouth and felt the familiar heat creeping up my neck. I tried prying my hand away from her but it only resulted in Mary Anne tightening her grip.

"It is because of your Algebra class?" she continued, much to my predicament, "because I've also been informed that you're doing badly in it. Do you want to change classes, maybe?"

"No, Mary Anne," I protested in shock, "I went home early because I wasn't feeling well." Mary Anne's face softened though she never loosened her hold on me and my hand was starting to feel numb.

"What about your Algebra class, dear? Are you sure you still want to continue with that teacher?"

"Yes, there's nothing wrong with him," I answered, frowning at her question. She then proceeded to smile and patted my hand before returning back to her food. It was weird how she pressed on my Algebra marks but I decided to let it slip. I didn't realize she was staring at me the whole time until I caught her. She quickly covered up and said I had some sauce on my face. I doubted her but I pretended to wipe my cheek until she faced her plate back.

That night, I decided to double up my usual intake of sleeping aids as to forget the whole strangeness of tonight's dinner. Instead of falling asleep to darkness, I dreamt of colors. Vivid colors, red, blue, yellow, dancing in my vision. The colors then faded to black, seeping away my happiness as it did. Just when I was about to beg for the colors to come back and brighten my life, I woke up blearily. Following my usual routine, I got ready for school.

I was walking up the stairs when my name was called. A glance to the back showed me it was none other than Gina and her group of friends, staring expectantly at me. My gut was telling me not to even step a foot towards their direction but I couldn't back away from them so I approached Gina slowly. One of her friends eyed me from head to toe before leaning to whisper into Gina's ear.

"Yes?" I questioned, careful not to sound frightened. Gina smiled, which now I have learned to be fake.

"We were just wondering if you would like to join us for lunch," said Gina while flipping her hair over her shoulder.

"Um, it's okay," I declined, "I'm already sitting with my friend."

A snigger was heard. "She has friends?" a voice breathed harshly. I decided to ignore it and smiled back at Gina. Her lips were set in a thin line, trying to contain in her laughter.

"Really?" she feigned innocence, "Who is it?"

"Me." I didn't need to turn around to see Chayton standing behind me. I was mildly shocked when he casually draped an arm across my shoulders but I was careful not to let my expression waver.

"Sorry," Chayton continued, "she promised she would sit with me, didn't you Adele?"

I nodded vigorously, slightly delighted when Gina's jaw dropped open. She quickly regained her senses and smiled a little too brightly.

"Well then, I guess we'll make other plans when you're not—so busy," said Gina cheerfully. As her goons strutted past us, one of them 'accidentally' bumped into me, giggling as she did so. It wasn't until Chayton stirred me around that I realized I was frozen in place. People used to worship me back home and I was shocked by how I was treated today.

"You okay?" asked Chayton anxiously. I threw him a hopefully convincing smile as we walked silently together to Algebra class. Perhaps Mr. Charles would bring me news about my situation. Chayton was making small talk about his coincidentally weird dream last night when we unceremoniously bumped into Tristan. His blonde hair was wild, eyes wide as saucers. Chayton emitted a small chuckle upon his sight.

"Dude, what happened to you?" he questioned. Tristan ran his fingers through his hair, trying in vain to tame it down.

"Gina was um, pissed," he mumbled. Suddenly his eyes averted to me, a frown forming on his brows.

"You didn't do anything did you?" asked Tristan pointedly, "Cause she mentioned your name in her shrieking somewhere."

"Excuse me?" I blurted out in shocked. I couldn't believe my ears; he was blaming me.

"I didn't do anything," I clarified, "your girlfriend is a menace."

Tristan suddenly threw his head back and guffawed loudly. Chayton and I exchanged glances as my scowl deepened.

"Please, Adele," gasped Tristan, wiping a tear from his eye, "Gina is the sweetest girl in this school. I know you're new but you don't need to be jealous."

I saw red. Fury took over at me his words. My fists were curled, ready to wipe that annoying smirk off his face but before I could open my mouth, Chayton grabbed my arms and steered me away.

"Why, would you look at the time," he spoke casually, "we'll be late for our class if we don't hurry. Catch you later!"

With a strong grip, Chayton forced me to walk alongside him. "Did you hear him!" I whispered furiously, "How dare that blonde little—"

"Yes, yes, I heard him loud and clear," Chayton interrupted, "It was uncalled for but you can't just jump him in the middle of the hallway."

"Whoever said about jumping him? I'm leaning more towards strangling." My fingers formed claws, imagining them around Tristan's throat. Two warm hands enveloped mine as they uncurled my fingers.

"You can strangle him all you want when I'm not a witness," teased Chayton, "but as for now, it's time for your favorite subject."

I groaned loudly when he opened the door to our Algebra class, smirking all along.

As usual, I was a little bit lost when Mr. Charles started explaining about functions. So many x's, so little time. I scribbled everything I could into my notebook and tried to process the information as Mr. Charles wrapped up the class. The bell rung and the students rushed to head out. I was busy gathering my things when Mr. Charles called up my name. I waved to Chayton before heading up to him.

Mr. Charles, with his round glasses and scruffy beard, waited patiently for me behind his desk. It wasn't until the last student had gone out that he spoke up.

"So, Adele. How are you holding up so far?"

I had to bit my lip in order to refrain myself from sarcastic comments. "Pretty rough," I answered, "Mary Anne acted kind of weird today."

Mr. Charles leaned forward and rested his chin on his open palm. "Really now? How weird exactly?" he questioned in a straight voice.

"She's been um, too worried about my academics or something," I recalled, "especially Algebra. Saying I should change classes."

My voice drifted off as Mr. Charles sat in silence, thinking intently. Seconds tick by and he was still stiff as a board. I bounced from one heel to another, fidgeting under his intense stare. I nearly sighed in relief when Mr. Charles finally broke the silence though the relief was only momentary.

"You shouldn't trust anyone right now, Adele," he warned gravely, "Looks can be very deceiving. Your enemies are simply wearing masks to fool us."

I gulped at his tone. I nodded slowly, telling him that I understood, before heading to the door. My hand gripped the handle when Mr. Charles spoke up again.

"Remember, Adele. Do not trust anyone."

His grim voice was still ringing in my ears as I sat next to Chayton during lunch. He was busy laughing with his friends so I took that moment to reflect on Mr. Charles' words. I silently pondered if I should trust him but I have faith in my father. Who was Mr. Charles implying that shan't be trusted? My mind was a jumbled mess trying to interpret his message.

That subject occupied my thoughts, lasting until it was time for me to hit the sack. I kept tossing and turning in bed, staring up at the ceiling fan. With a loud grunt of dismay, I threw away the covers and decided to fetch a glass of water in order to calm down. Since it was nearly one in the morning, I crept downstairs slowly, carefully avoiding the woods that creaked.

I was halfway down the stairs when I saw a faint glow of light in the kitchen and voices drifting quietly. Frowning, I stopped to listen.

"Yes, she's in contact with him." It was Mary Anne's voice. I crept a little closer, curious to learn whom she was contacting in the wee hours of the morning.

"He's under covering as her Algebra teacher. We can't have them in contact," she whispered furiously.

My heart skipped a couple of beats upon listening to that. Was she talking about me?

"We act tomorrow. Go to her school and take care of things. He will not ruin my plan," sneered Mary Anne deadly.

My hand flew to my mouth in an instant. As quickly and silently as I could muster, I scrambled up the stairs and flew to my room. I flopped on the bed, eyes wide as saucers.

Do not trust anyone.

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Protected (Chapter 4)
Sunday, October 10, 2010



Chapter 4 by Fathiah Zarafi

It has been two weeks since I started living a lie. It was draining, pretending everyday that you're a different person with a different past. My mood was considerably dark and it didn't help at all that Mary Anne kept pestering over me and Tristan was, well, Tristan. My only remedy from going insane in this nuthouse was my prescribed sleeping aids. Every night, I would take two of them to chase away my nightmares.

I had just returned home from a forced 'family' dinner, where we went for to a cheap Italian restaurant. Memories of my real family flooded my senses no matter how much I blocked it. We used to go out to our favorite Italian restaurant every Friday night. Visions of our happy laughter left me trembling with withheld emotions.

As soon as we got home, I ran straight to my room without a word. I knew I was being rude but I couldn't care less. I fumbled in my drawer for the white container, turning it upside down for those desperately-needed pills. Nothing came out but air. Frustrated, I threw it against the wall. I started pacing around the small room, shaking with fear. I could hear the screams of my father and the murderer's taunting voice ringing in my ear. Those pills are the only thing restraining me from jumping off a bridge. I need them. Making up my mind, I called for my only hope.

"Chayton? How far is the town from here?"

So I sneaked out the house, took a midnight bus and bought more pills. It wasn't hard to do so when I have a letter from my doctor, recommending me sleeping aids. After popping two pills, I was finally relaxed enough to fall asleep.

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As expected, I was cornered by Chayton the next morning. He waited by the hallway I used to get to English class, whistling absentmindedly. I pretended not to notice him and breezed past him. With my history of bad luck, Chayton jogged up to me once he spotted me. I hugged my books tighter and tried to scuttle away, but to no avail.

"Adele, hey. Care to share the reason why you called me at 11.30 p.m and asked where the town was?" his voice harbored suspicions.

"I needed some supplies," I lied, avoiding his wandering eyes.

"At midnight? Why can’t it wait until morning?"

"Look, Chayton," I swiveled around to face him, "I've had a rough night so can we please stop with the interrogation?"

Instead of waiting for a reply, I navigated around him and headed straight for class. I arrived there just in time for the bell to ring. My seat was next to Tristan girlfriend, surprisingly. Gina offered me a smile which I threw back meekly. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw her twirling with a strand of red hair between her fingers. I stared at the fine hair she had cut short to her chin. My hair used to be red. Father and Lucy called me Carrottop while little Sarah loves calling me Carrot, giggling about as I pretended to be annoyed. I envied those strands of flames that used to adorn my head.

"Ms. Deheart, would you care to stop staring at Ms. Richie and pay attention to me?"

My eyes widened in horror as I realized I had been staring at Gina. She had a disgruntled look on her face when the whole class broke into whispers and sniggers. I sunk deep into my seat, red as a tomato. Even Gina had a tint of redness on her cheeks, though hers are caused by shocked. This day couldn't get any worse.

Apparently I was wrong. After English, I shoved everything into my backpack and dashed to the door. I could feel the gazes of my classmates boring into my back. Luckily lunch was just around the corner so perhaps something to eat would calm things down. I made my away across the sea of people to line up at the food station. As I was busy picking food, I heard hushed whispers and giggles in front of me. It was Gina, gossiping with her friend.

"Remember that kid, Tristan's cousin?"

My ears instantly perked. I strained to hear their suppressed voices.

"Yeah, that weird kid with the strange vibe around her. What's up?"

"Today in English, she was staring at me for like, ten minutes!"

"No way! I always knew she was a creep."

My whole body stilled at their conversation. Suddenly, I don't feel like eating. I tried to shrug them off but their voices kept penetrating my ears nonetheless.

"Tell me about it," Gina continued, "I mean, I was all up to being nice to her for Tristan's sake but her presence alone makes my skin crawl."

"Is it because of her soul-less eyes staring at you?"

They burst into giggle fits as Gina smacked her friend playfully. I felt my stomach dropped to my feet and my breakfast threatened to show itself again. Without a second thought, I dumped my tray in the bin before heading to god knows where.

I didn't know where I was headed, only that I needed to get out of there fast. My mind was clouded with so many forms of emotions; anger, horror, furious, sadness. It was just too overwhelming, I felt like screaming in the middle of the hallway. I was conscious of where I was when the scent of pine trees invaded my nose. My knees buckled under my weight and my back slid on the wall of the school, before plopping on the grass mutely. I gazed solemnly at the row of trees lining the back of the school. This stupid school in the middle of nowhere.

I absentmindedly toyed with a pack of cigarettes I daringly bought last night in the pocket of my hoodie. Father used to smoke. Whenever he's planning on another business of his in the office, he would take out a box of thick cigars and puffed out clouds of smoke.

I pulled at my hair roughly and studied the brown curls twined between my fingers. The waves of mixed emotions threatened to spill over no matter how hard I tried to suppress it. So I took out a cigarette, lit it up, inhaled and willed the smoke to numb me.

The first few inhales that left me coughing and breathless made me wondered briefly how anyone could find this enjoying. The answer came to me when the awaited numbness washed over me with each drag of breath. So I repeated the same motion and rejoiced as those feelings ebbed away.

It was my 5th, maybe 10th inhalation when a hand suddenly shot up and pried the cigarette away from my fingers. I whipped around, emitting a small gasp. Immediately I was face to face with a scandalized Chayton. Enraged, I scrambled to my feet to confront him.

"What the hell, Chayton?" I shouted but his face remained unchanged, set to stone.

"And here I thought you're a shy, sweet girl," he mocked right before crushing the cigarette beneath his foot.

"Well you thought wrong!" I screamed, furious at him for interrupting my moment alone. Plus the fact that he judged me pushed me even more.

"I can tell, Adele," he spoke calmly, "you're not use to this."

"Why do you even care what I do!" I hissed through gritted teeth. Chayton seemed unfazed by my yelling, which urged me on even more. He did something unexpectedly next; he squeezed my shoulders briefly yet gently.

"I was standing right behind you in cafeteria," he answered simply. My anger instantly faded away, only to be replaced with humiliation at the memory of Gina and her friend. I collapsed to the soft patches of grass below and hid my face on my knees, horrified that Chayton had witnessed my ordeal. I felt him took a seat beside me but I refused to acknowledge him.

"They're a bunch of mean girls. You shouldn't listen to them."

"But everything they said is true," I sort of whined, my voice muffled by the fabric of my jeans. Suddenly I felt a weight around my shoulders, squeezing my upper arm comfortingly.

"You've just been through your parents' death. They wouldn't talk much if they were in your shoes," he murmured in a soothing voice.

I finally lifted my head to gaze at him. My mind was buzzing with a million questions, mainly one important question. Why was he so nice to me?

"Why are you so nice to me?" I asked just that. He stared at me right in the eyes, a soft smile adorning his lips.

"Because I know how it felt to lose someone important to you."

My lip trembled with emotions that were contained in me for so long. Chayton seemed to notice my inner struggle as he quickly enveloped me in a gentle hug. That sweet gesture was the straw that broke the camel's back. Everything I had fought for so long to contain burst out of the wall I've built. I didn't care that I barely knew Chayton. His honesty amazed me. He held me patiently as I sobbed silently into his sweater.

"It's okay, let it out," he soothed. And I did. I didn't know how long time passed nor how many classes we skipped but I was actually feeling okay just sitting here, hugging him close to me. I pulled away when I realized just how compromising our position actually was.

"Thank you," I whispered, blushing quite noticeably.

"You know you can talk to me when you're ready, right?" offered Chayton as he helped me to my feet. His kindness still struck to me as odd yet sweet.

"I don't know why you bother with me," I stated, looking anywhere but his eyes. I could sense rather than see his smile as he playfully patted my messy hair.

"Well, that's what you get when you're raised by a struggling single mother," he explained, "You learn to appreciate life more."

There he went again, blowing me away. I smiled shyly up at Chayton as we rounded the school building.

"Thank you, again."

Chayton grinned. "That's what friends are for."

Friends. He was that easy to accept me. I didn't feel like going back to class so I bid goodbye to Chayton. I've never ditched school before but the heaviness of my limbs threw my worries out of the window. All I wanted to do was sleep and maybe, just maybe I could finally dream about my family without them turning into horrifying nightmares.


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